The Ups and Downs of Life without Jesse

Four months have passed since Jesse's BirthDay. There have been many ups and many downs during these past four months.

Myles and Garrett continue to amaze me by their honesty, their caring, and their reality of who their brother is; an amazing part of our family.

It seems the world has kept going just as fast for so many people, and other have had the chance to totally stop (in their tracks) and consciously decide how to go on from this point.

Dan and I have changed. You cannot give birth to a beautiful son, look into his eyes, and then say good-bye and not change!

We are not sure what God has planned for us from this point on, but we do know that we are blessed. Blessed with love, blessed with amazing children, blessed with now knowing what is truly important in life and the ability to see how strong we really are!